Hello, everyone! Been a long time, hasn’t it? Well, there’s some reasons for it. One: I haven’t had much time left after school for the last two months. Two: I haven’t had internetconnection for the last one and a half month. Three: There’s happened so much, even if I had time and netaccess, I wouldn’t be mentallt able to.
Well, first of all, I miss my best friend like never before. She’s the only one I can talk to about absolutely everything, and I haven’t seen her in a while. But hopefully, she’ll be hoem next weekend!
And then again, there is school. It’s going the wrong way in some subjects, and I’m just so sick of it! I need a vacation. There’s too much homeowrk to be done, and to little time to do so. At the same time: I have a responsibility as a a dancingleader to make dances, and time is not on my side there either. On top of it all, I had to finish a course everyother evening these last three weeks, so I can get my drivers lisence. And I’m so so stressed out!
And of course: Love. The word that you always hear from me. I’m in love. SO totally. I tried to keep my distance, since it ill eventually effect my schoolwork, but I can’t. He’s like a manget that pulls.
I’ve acually talked to him some more. Once at this fridayclub, where many meet to talk and have fun together. It was really nice. I also talked to him last monday. You see, he’s a living genious, and every monday, some of the students from the upper classes teatch math to us of the younger elite. And of course, he is one of the,. He’s too smart for his own good! And so, before that thing started, I sat and talked with him. About everything I dare say. ABout his socks, about classes, PE – which he and a friend had watched the class before, while me and my clumsyness made the volleyball bounce everywhere it shouldn’t- and life in general.
As for the math: We were sitting working, and he’d come help us if we needed it. I wasn’t, but the two others that were there certainly did. But he kept looking at me, and at last he did ask if I needed any sort of help. I said no, bu he kept standing next to me, watching me. I couldn’t do anything, I was too red. Maybe there is hope? One of our common friends told me that he woul’ve been very happy if he knew that I liked him. Perhaps….? I don’t knwo, but I’m aloowed to dream!
